God, I love fear. I need it. I get off on it. Not the absolute terror that freezes you immobile in the corner of the couch, but the frenzied panic that accompanies the last minute homework, the second before jumping off the bridge with only a rope tied 'round your ankles, the chance meeting with the one who still twists up your insides. I shouldn't need this. I can't help it. I'm looking up bungee jumping right now. I wanna go. :D