So, I'm not going into details about this, but I feel a little safer doing so now, because Teddy is never going to be able to see this, and James never would, and they are the only ones who know of this blog's existence.
I'm falling for somebody. Somebody who's with somebody else. And it can't end well. And as selfish and horrible as it sounds, I hope it's not me. But two people are going to get hurt no matter what.
But god, the falling feels good.