And guess who has trust issues now?

So. Any more changes in this life and I may go insane. I may well have lost James as a friend. Partly because he has hurt me, and partly because I can't seem to forgive him. I have put Teddy through the wringer. I am good at hurting people. I fail at everything else. I need to get that right. And then Teddy and I have a chance. Which I've been wanting more and more, regardless of all my crazy feelings lately. I don't even trust those anymore. They're just all over the place. It sucks not trusting anything or anyone. I've got to fix that.

On another note, I think I get off on being scared.