Well, I'm trying to get my toughness back. In the event that things work out between me and Teddy, I can probably go back to normal. But in case it doesn't... I need something, because I honestly don't know what I'll do without him. Crazy man.
Yesterday morning when I woke up, something felt off. I went down the list (you know how that happens) and it felt like something about Teddy, but I wasn't sure. But I think I figured it out finally. I didn't think Teddy cared. And he does. I know he does now. I know sometime in the next month I'll probably doubt it again, but for now, I know it.
And as terrible as it will be if I lose him, at least we will somehow stay friends.
But I really hope we're more than that.
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