Timing. Haven't quite got it yet.

Oh wow do I ever need to write. Way too much happened today. And seriously? During finals week?
Well, to begin with, I tried talking to Teddy about this summer. Bad idea. BAD BAD BAD BAD IDEA. There should have been warning lights for that one. Heck, the entire day should have had warning lights. "WARNING! DANGER! MONDAY DEFECTIVE! AVOID CONTACT!"
Anyway, Teddy and I had the worst moment we've had in a while.
After that, I hung out with Marie for a while. I texted her, hoping she was free, because frankly I really needed somebody to talk to. We talked and studied for a while, and then I texted Teddy, asking for his notes for a class I needed to write a paper for. (Still working on that paper, actually.) I met up with him, apologized for bringing up the subject, and we hugged and agreed to work it out after finals.
After that, I went to pick up my brother from school, and we played foosball there. Lucas had texted me about the test we have together, and he came and played foosball with us. After that, we walked down by the river and took off our shoes and waded. My brother started skipping rocks. At this point, Lucas started getting really flirty. I mean, he's been flirty before, even to the point of grabbing my arms to make a point (which I'm uncomfortable with, but you can't say that because it sounds like you're making assumptions - I just got out of his grip as soon I could), but never quite like this. He kept grabbing my waist to keep me from falling in the water or to try to push me in, alternately. After a while of this, I said we had to leave. My brother was hungry anyway, which made a wonderful excuse. Once we were in the car, he started talking about how I need to be careful around Lucas, because he definitely likes me, and I might give him the wrong idea. I texted Lucas saying I was sorry if I seemed like I was flirting, I didn't mean to give the wrong impression. I then called Teddy and asked if he had a minute to talk, because I was on my way to his dorm. I told him everything. I must have sounded pretty panicky - I felt panicky. I was so sure he'd be mad. I mean, I knew this guy liked me and did that stop me from hanging out with him? No. Because some days I am just that stupid. Anyway, Teddy was wonderful. He hugged and kissed me and wasn't mad at all. He said it wasn't my fault! Frankly, it's really weird to hear that something's not my fault. I love it. :) I didn't stay long. I had to get home and work. But I felt a lot better after that.
I texted Lucas for a while after that. His texts were very muddled. I'm not sure what he was saying. But I don't think that even if I wanted to, we will be hanging out again. I'm actually pretty sad. He was a good friend. I don't like losing friends.
Later, Teddy called. Among other things, he said he trusts me! I mean, I sort of knew that, but it's one of those things that's really nice to hear. I love that guy so much.
Last thing - I got a 98% on my Calc III test from last Friday. Highest grade I've gotten on anything this year. :) Now, I've got a long night ahead, one that threatens to stretch until late morning. So I'm off the blog and on the job. Goodnight, to whoever is reading this.