Ben, I doubt you're reading this but if you are, HI! And stop reading.

I NEED SPRING BREAK SO BAD!!!!!!  I just need some time to think!  I do love Ben and I do think it would be worth it to date, but what I need to figure out is if he actually would be willing (based off of what I've seen and heard from him lately) to try, and wouldn't regret giving up other girls for a while.  And I need a clear, well-rested brain to do that, and I can't do that until finals are over!