There are days when it is stupid to hope. And then there are days when the signs are so clear, so out there, that it would be stupid not to hope. Today was one of those days, and I'm scared to hope. I'm so sure of it though. He looked so happy today. Beautiful guy. Not weirdly beautiful, like a gay guy, but beautiful because I know him. I know his every expression, and his voice when he wakes up in the morning, and his gestures, and the smoothness of his back, and the softness of his face, and the realness of him. He is so real. You know, in your imagination, everything is perfect, but in real life, there's so much depth, and it feels so good, so strange to have someone who is not you be so much a part of you.
Perhaps...
Perhaps more news tomorrow. ;)
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