They just HAVE to be playing country music in the SAC. I can't stop thinking about Teddy. We got back together on Friday. Then, on Sunday, he said maybe we got together too soon and he needed more time. I haven't told a soul. I don't know if he has either. Most people didn't know we'd gotten back together. As far as I know, all those who knew don't know that we're apart again. I'm feeling a lot better about us, never mind why. It would take a long time to explain. But I do miss him. We'll be going snowboarding this weekend, and then after that, he wants to take a month. Don't know how I'll manage that. But I'll have to, at least if it turns out that he can manage that. I'm confused about a lot of things. I haven't really been truly myself since before Riley. But I do know that I want him.
Faith and God (and the knowledge that Teddy still loves me and misses me as much as I miss him) is what is carrying me through this week.
I love that guy.
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