Today has been such a strange day. We gave our puppy away. My mom was crying when she called me. My sister wasn't too happy either. I haven't felt such a sense of loss since Lucky got scared away by the fireworks. I mean, yeah, we've had cats die, but it's different. I don't worry about whether they miss us. I wonder if Bailey does, though. He was such a sweet puppy. He was whimpering last night while I was waiting to get into the bathroom, and I went over and held him for a few seconds before just letting him walk around in the office. I never really got to see him much. I was always at school. And as selfish as it is, I don't want him to forget about us. I can't believe a dog is making me feel so sad.
Other things happened today - good things - but I'd rather talk about them tomorrow, or at least later tonight, when I don't feel so sad.
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