Sunday, February 12, 2012

Oh. Oh my. 'Tis my time to dance.

So, first, the weird news.  Sort of good and bad mixed.  Last night, my parents... kicked me out?  I'm not sure if that's the way to put it.
Basically, I got in a huge fight with my parents.  It was so mixed up.  To be honest, I wasn't quite sure what we were arguing about - I'm still not.  It was sort of about grades, but my grades are good.  I think more than anything it was just that things have been really tense for a while in my house, because I'm never home anymore.  I'm at the school from 7 in the morning to 9-12 at night.  Sometimes I go a day or two without seeing some of my family, because they're asleep both when I leave and get back.  Anyway, my dad was going on about how I was wasting his money going to school when I didn't know what to do with my life.  I told him to shut up.  He took that about as well as you could imagine, but it was my mom who really took offense.  She told him to call the school, I was going to live in the dorm next quarter.  She didn't want me living here if I was going to act that way.  Later she came into my room and said she didn't want me to think that they didn't want me here; she just thought it was best for everyone if I left.  Still not entirely sure how I feel about this.  I did want to live in the dorm, and didn't know how I was going to convince them to let me.  This wasn't quite the way I expected it to happen.  I suppose I should just be happy it worked out.
Okay, now the good news.  Tonight, after swing dancing, Ace asked me to come up and go snowboarding.  We're leaving early (if the conditions are good), so I should really get to bed.  I have to get up in four hours.  But I'm pretty happy.
I believe in God.  Have I mentioned that?  I really do.  These past few weeks I've had even more reason to.  At least, I've noticed it more.  I guess... I'm saying is that I think God has a plan behind this.  A plan behind my parents sending me to the dorm.  I'm a little nervous - maybe more so than I would have had if I was just going, without this whole story behind it.  But it's going to be okay.

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