It's times like these when I'm SO glad I have a blog that no one knows about.
Isaac is SO FUCKING STUPID SOMETIMES!!!!!! He had friends over and they decided to smoke pot, and he just went along with it. He's always criticized people for being potheads, and when I mentioned that to him he said if I was going to criticize him that he didn't want to talk.
WHAT AN ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
On another note, I pretty much hate it when anyone changes from what they really were. So many people just lose themselves somewhere. I was worried I'd lost myself. Unh-uh. I haven't. I just don't have a lot of friends. It's a transitional period. Most of my old friends think I've gone "goody-two-shoes" - that or they just don't have time because we go to different schools. Most of my new friends aren't close enough that I'm willing to let them know much about me, even though I'm pretty sure they'd accept me.
Riley, turns out, hasn't broken up with Dana. They're still going out. He certainly hasn't changed. I can't figure it out - what on earth did he have to gain by lying to me? This is it. I don't trust him anymore. And for the record, I'm not doing his homework again. I don't care how much he whines.
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On second thought, you know what? It's his loss. If he's not willing to study, that's his issue. In the meantime, doing math several levels beneath the math I'm doing now - for money - beats housecleaning. Yes, I still feel dishonest. But right now, as a college student, money trumps a lot of stuff. Uggh. Okay, maybe I'll need to think about this.
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