I don't want to think about it.

Uggh.  I feel terrible right now.  I'm such an idiot.  Last year Riley cheated on his girlfriend.  With ME.  For the longest time, he told me they weren't official, and because I was so hopelessly in love with him, it was enough for me.  Turns out they were official.  And according to Alex, there were other girls he slept with at the same time.  I would never give up men (I couldn't) but it looks like I should be a little more careful.