Thursday, November 10, 2011

F-f-fingers... n-n-n-numb.

Grrrr.  Must.  Stop. Thinking.  About.  UN-NAMEABLE PERSON!!!!!!
Okay, no longer thinking about He Who Shall Not Be Named.
Still not thinking about him...
Dang it.
So, I think that MAYBE I can still get straight A's.  It's a little weird, sitting outside in the freezing cold air outside the arts building.  I rarely frequent this area.  I'm not exactly in any art classes, or music classes either.  I'm playing music on my laptop though - I bet it would be fun to dance to.  I oughtta suggest that to the swing dance people... I've gotta come up with a better name for them.  My fingers are kinda numb right now; it's getting hard to type.  For some reason I like it though.  Fuck, I wanna dance so bad right now.  I LOVE dancing.  I didn't think it would be this much fun.  Okay, that was weird.  I that I saw something move out of the corner of my eye and it was just a tree.  I feel smart now...
I want to do something crazy.  Like, really, really crazy.  On the brink of recklessly idiotic.  Hmm.  I need to do something weird once in a while or I go crazy.  Like, truly, honest-to-goodness insane.
A random guy just called out and asked if I was cold.  Actually, I wasn't cold until recently.  I was perfectly fine when I came out here.  Now I'm quite literally frigid.  Oh well; too bad.  I told you I had to do something unusual once in a while.  So here I am, this being one of my once-in-a-while's.  I rather like it.  For some reason I also like the strange looks I'm getting.  I'm going to do these once-in-a while's more often.  I think the fact that I'm not wearing a jacket kind of adds to the whole thing.  However, if I sit out here much longer, I will freeze to death, and then weird animals will start picking at my bones.  I am not really a fan of that.
Oh, thbbbt.  I'm not thinking about He Who Shall Not Be Named.  This is like The Game.  Which I just lost.  Hmm.  About 25 minutes until I can come in from the frigid air and study for chemistry.  Actually not looking forward to that very much.  I may actually get off soon and start walking around.
Or I may not.  Yeah, I think I'll go with not for now.  Kinda want to see Riley.  It's been a while since we really hung out.  He's still kind of my best friend... I think.  But it's kind of weird to have a best friend whom you never see.  I really want to go snowboarding.  It's been pretty much forever.  It's better than swing-dancing.  Well, I think it is.  It's been so long.
I wonder how long this blog post will be.  Feels like it's going to get pretty long.  Especially if I sit out here for the remainder of the... 15 minutes I have until I meet him.  I do have to get my calc book though.  Am I boring you guys?  Hmm?  I'm not being particularly interesting right now.  I'm not even gabbling about the inner workings of my mind.  (Which, I assure you, are interesting.)  Too bad.  This is my blog.  I can gabble all I want about whatever I want.  And now, I'm going to get my book and walk the million miles to the library.  Oh, BTW, I don't think I mentioned this, but I was poking around the arts building, and I saw He Who Shall Not Be Named, along with a bunch of other students playing in the orchestra.  I like a guy who can play music.  Sexy.
NOT THINKING ABOUT HIM!!!

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