Tuesday, October 25, 2011

I guess... that works.


I love the song “Gonna be a Good Life” by One Republic.  It makes you actually believe that there are good things ahead.  I haven’t exactly been feeling that lately, and I’ve needed it.  But come on, why shouldn’t my life go well?  I’m smart enough.  I’ve got plenty of friends.  I’m in a good school, engineering is a good career, and there’s a lot of opportunities.  The problem, I think, is that I don’t know what the future will be.  I like to know these kinds of things.  But maybe it doesn’t matter.  Maybe I’ll have a good life anyway.  I don’t have to know everything at once.
Although, dang it, I WANT TO SO BAD!!!!!  Riley and I are okay now.  That's a relief.  Although... he can still be maddening.  But I get the feeling we'll always have that sort of relationship.  Right now, it doesn't bother me.  I'm much more tolerant of things when I'm happy.

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