So I have another person to add to my list of dumb people - my brother Isaac. He wants to have sex (his first time, BTW) with a girl who fucked him over. I sincerely wish I'd never known. Now he's apologizing profusely and I'm sick of it. He's always depressed. I'm feeling smothered. But if I tell him that, he'll get even more depressed and probably kill himself. Fuck.
I also called Riley and he couldn't talk. He asked what was up and I said I'd had a shitty day, and he said that he was just about to go to bed. Asshole. Really? If you had said that I would have stayed up. ASSHOLE!!!!! I thought you were my best friend!
I'm talking to Alex on FB. He's not saying anything sexual for once. Good. I can't handle that right now. He's being a friend. I need that. Hard not to cry right now. So much at once. I don't feel like I'm alright, even though I know for a definite fact that I am.
Feeling better now. Still hate this.
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