I'm trying to salvage my pride here. I am an idiot on so many levels. Things got a little ugly between Gavin and me. I STILL don't fucking understand. But, jeez, I have a little pride normally. Today I didn't. Not gonna lie, I would give a lot to take back some of what I did today. I would also give a lot to understand. I would probably give a little to be back with him. I really just need to move on now; show the world I'm fine. I am fine. I'll be fine. I feel sick to my stomach, but I'm FINE!
I am so full of shit.
I don't understand what happened; he said he liked me. He ACTED like it. And I don't know what the hell is going on now, because he sure wasn't cheating.
Fuck. I really can't think about this right now or I'll go crazy.
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