Uggh. I need to fucking stop thinking about Gavin. It's ridiculous. It's over, and yet this stupid little motherfucker in my head says, "What if it's not?" I am not in love. I AM NOT FUCKING IN LOVE. I'm not sure if Riley agrees with me, but...
Dammit. What if he's right? No way. No way no way no way. I can't afford to fall in love with ANYONE, least of all someone that I met 5 weeks ago who doesn't even care. Is it really possible to forget someone completely? Because I wish I could, and it seems like Gavin has already. I mean, I don't have any proof. I haven't talked to him since Sunday. But... I think he's probably moved on completely - as if there was anything to move on from.
Fuck this. I don't care. I'm tired of sounding like a pathetic, whiny bitch. It's my turn to forget. I'm going to stop talking about him.
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