Plan A.

I'm really beginning to wonder about Gavin.  At the beginning everything was great, and now, I haven't heard from him since Thursday.  I'm tempted to cut him some slack, because he doesn't seem the type to ignore someone when he doesn't like them anymore.  I don't think that's what he's doing.  If he were cheating, he would know enough to at least pay some attention to each girl, so that's not it.  I don't think he would anyway; I really don't.  I know he works a lot - 12 hours a day sometimes - but... what the hell is going on?
Also, I have to be frank.  I treated him like crap the last day I saw him.  On the basis of rumors I hadn't even confirmed, I went and broke up with him.  About an hour later, I went back.  I felt horrible about the whole thing, I still liked him, and I didn't even know if the rumors were true.  I asked him if we could just start over.  It did take a while, I'll admit, but he said yes.  Things seemed fine when I left, but my brother Isaac thinks he's being very careful with me and might not be sure if he still wants a relationship.  Maybe so, and I feel absolutely horrible about the whole mess - I wish I hadn't listened to the rumors, I wish I hadn't broken up with him, and if I hurt him at all, I'm SORRY - but I don't even know what to do.  He doesn't answer texts, phone calls, and I have no clue when he'll be available at home.
What I will do... is on Wednesday, when I go in for housecleaning, I'll call him to see if he wants to hang out.  If I don't get a response, I'll text him saying I'm coming over that evening.  At least he won't be totally shocked when I come over.  But something has to get figured out here.  Unless he contacts me first, I'm not going to talk to him until Wednesday.  Wish me luck here, and please pray.