I don't know how much I like this new me: the flirt, the safe one, the one guys come on to and adults trust with secrets. Riley's mom trusts me with secrets. My mom does too. Are they just trusting people, or am I really worthy of it? Lately, I've begun to wonder about myself. I never used to attract this much male attention. I'm not loose, so they can't be after the sex. I suppose it's possible that I am, as Riley and Aaron say, that I'm a great girl. But great girls don't get this much attention, so it's not. Whether or not I'm a great girl, I'll leave for others to decide. I hope so though. It's uncanny though, about the guys. I guess maybe it compensates for the complete lack of it I've had for the past few years. But it's hard to get used to, although it's enjoyable.
I'm not going to lie, in the past week or so I've done some stuff I'm not proud of. But I guess everyone makes mistakes, and these weren't life-changing or anything. There are worse mistakes to make.
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